After I have thought for a while I finally made up my mind and finalized my decision for leaving my job and go back to Philippines to try working there. Just talked to my manager today and told her my plan to quit my job and my reasons. She understood my plans although she tried to stop me but I told her I just want to try working in Philippines and as well as be with my family. I also told her that this is a really hard decision for me leaving the company that I have worked for 4 years but sometimes people need to make a tough decision for the sake of family. If someday I am not lucky enough to find a job that will cover our expenses I might consider going back here.